Sometimes i wish i can acknowledge the relationship i was in.
what if i didn’t put in that much effort, what if i didn’t kiss ass, what if i didn’t do the things i did to make it last. where would this relationship be and where would it stand. Obviously there wouldn’t be a relationship. I am honestly now happy that its over but a bit upset. All the love and effort i did soo much was never returned. What a waste of time i had made. Waste of “i love you” waste of “money i spent” waste of things that wasn’t really meant to be. Actually it wasn’t all a waste. I’ll call it the past tht should b accepted. I wanna thank you for everything you have done and said, all the bullshit you’ve put me through, all the times u love me, for the fun times we went out, for having me in the relationship that was all hopeless romantic bullshit. I learned so much. I wanna thank you. Now i know how to handle relationship that comes out to b like this.”Don’t have the person step all over you even though its the person you love so much.” Now that its over, there’s many things to look forward to. Many things to accomplish in life. Time to move on, theres always a good in goodbye. Never look back.
i will always forgive you but will never forget. Even though ur not mine anymore i will always LOVE YOU. im not mad at you but at my own self. im mad that i loved you soo much and you were blind to see. how much id blame myself for the things i thought i did wrong when it was all you. Now that its over, time to think positive n let the past fade away n time to focus on the future.
i love you, always will.
from, your sweetheart </3